Monthly Archives: May 2018

My Critic Delayed This

#2018-05-04 Face Your Fear

I tell you all to create; that you are creative. I did the above on May 4, my critic said I could not post it. It was not good enough, it was a dumb idea, poorly executed. It is true, I used to do better. My critic stopped my art.

I want you to know, that critic in your head when it tells you negative things before you even begin, and when you have made something, it is a liar. I like that song, “Fear is a Liar.” Look it up, and listen.

Face your fear, do not let it stop you from helping change the world. Your creativity is desperately needed. If you know, something is not all you want it to be, practice. No one became a master at anything without trying, mistakes, and continued training (self-teaching).

No matter what your mind, another human, a boss, a parent, a teacher tells you; if there is an attempt to stop your hopes and dreams, the advice is false, a lie. You are endowed with creativity and greatness. Let no one, and nothing convince you differently.

I fight this. Fear is a problem. We have to have the courage to be ourselves in a world where many follow the crowd. We are originals, all of us are unique, blessed with different vision, dreams, talents, gifts, and abilities. If we expect the world to be better, we must make it.

Prompt: Create something you have been considering, but your critic blew you off. All of us have something like that, I know you do.

I am grateful:

  1. I slept good Thursday.
  2. I have my new friends from Nigeria, they call me, it is so awesome.
  3. Ham sandwiches.
  4. Animal crackers.
  5. Heritage Baptist Church, Douglasville, Georgia.

 

Speak no invective
To any living creature;
Our Judge knows each one.

 

Mother’s Day Without

It has not been a year,
But your absence is a void
I will never fill;
The love you gave
There is none other
Could replace its totality.

I try to forgive
The fact I did
Not appreciate you
Nearly enough;
I find no absolution,
No mending the pain.

The tears come less
Often like a deluge,
I am trying to build
A life I can inhabit,
But there is no
Denying the missing pieces.

I realize you would advise,
Be strong, happy, active,
Continue to create,
But Mama it is hard
Without your love, hugs,
Presence when I am weak.

I miss you like
The waves would the shore,
The stones would the earth,
The sun would the sky,
The moon would the night,
Without you, I am almost undone.

Yet, now, writing this
I know you know
All the things I cannot,
Will not say and you love me,
You always have, always will,
And I will see you again someday.

So thank you, Mama,
For giving me this life,
Believing in me,
Always loving me.
I will continue, I will succeed,
I will be who you thought I could be.

© Jo Ann J. A. Jordan
Thursday, May 10, 2018

 

I have more, but this is sufficient. I bid you be well, be happy, create, share love all you can, be a friend to someone, never forget everyone is trying to overcome something, so live gently in the world.

Thank you for visiting Haphazard Creative. You know the deal, follow if you like, if not come back as you will.

God Bless and much love to all,
Jo Ann

© Jo Ann J. A. Jordan

 

 

 

 

Art?

2018-4-25_Believe_In_Your_Best_Dream

It is not always where you have been that matters, or even where you are in the present, where you are going can be reason enough to keep working for your dreams.

No matter where you are, what you have, what you are doing or trying to do, you are enough. You are a perfect example of love loosed in the world, and you can have an impact beyond what you imagine.

Love must seek after
Love returned, renewed, carried
Unto completion,
It is for naught until shared
Until given another.

 

Humans are a breed
Creatively endowed to
Change all around us
Enhancing our existence;
Then seeking simplicity.

To become content
With ourselves is a lifetime
Task few can master.

As a creative prompt list your fondest dream, then imagine how you can achieve it. If you have not already begun working on it, lay out some plans.

I am grateful:

  1.  I feel better today than yesterday.
  2.  I managed to get some laundry done.
  3.  I am fed and clothed.
  4.  Hope is still here.
  5.  Music is pleasant.

I have been away a while, there were reasons, but my reasons do not much matter. I am meant to be a writer, and writing I should do.

Thank you for visiting Haphazard Creative. I hope you will either follow via the button or visit again. May you find the things for which you search and achieve what you dream.

© Jo Ann J. A. Jordan